There comes a point in your life, where you come to the realisation that maybe…just maybe, there is something more.
I couldn’t want for anything more; I consider myself blessed with family and friends. But maybe…just maybe there is something more.
Untapped talent…
Undiscovered genius…
Unheard of fortes…
Untouched ability…
Unbelievable modesty...
Or maybe…just maybe, I am having a lend of myself.
Understandably, with running a household, rearing a toddler, managing a husband, holding down a part time job (translates – full time job), writing part time and reviewing part time, I have ample time to take on more.
In a moment of crystallised idiocy, I actually considered that I could be a writer as well. Perhaps these musings may actually be of interest to someone else. Clearly that someone else would have little in the way of a life, but happy to afford a little time to these words.
I submitted my first article recently to a magazine for editorial consideration. I steeled myself for the inevitable writer’s rejection slip. I am not under any false pretence in this regard. I already have a plan. I am going to collect my rejection slips over time and wallpaper my library with them. A tapestry of knock backs. My ultimate goal – because as a writer I think it is important to have goals – is to get rejected from all of the major publishing houses. Unfortunately my well considered plan has already come undone. They loved my article and want to publish it.
Now Meredith, surely you know that old saying....."If you want something done ask a busy woman". The more you take on the more you seem to find time for. Maybe our organisational skills are honed and practice makes perfect etc. Either way it seems to be sad but true. Just make sure that the 'extra' things you take on are things that have meaning for you and aren't just loaded onto your shoulders 'willing horse' style. You enjoy and are so good at writing so my suggestion is to do more of it. Hope you are having a nice break. I am loving retirement AND my new (first!)tracksuit. I promise I won't wear it out of the house though.
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